momental thoughts

I don't know why, but this came to me and so I wrote it down and I am sharing it.

You think you see me
but you could never be me
a carbon copy couldn't even have a hold
of what makes me shy or what makes me bold
it's getting old
each person gets a different piece
from now, or from my youth
even if they all came together
they still wouldn't know the truth
I'm not like a book
you can't turn the page and read me
you want answers then ask
if you really want to free me
want actions then act
if you want change you must believe me

I'm a grown person, but not fully grown
not on my own
I have not yet stepped off my parents thrown
I can be mature and serious
but I am reluctant to mention
that sometimes I'm just a kid and I need some more attention
I am confident
I know what I can do in life
but will I do it? I don't know
It causes me some strife
I'm not immune to fear or failing
even though I try to hide it
I can't predict the future
even as hard as I try to write it

Bite my lip down hard as I close my eyes
I feel love now
and it came as a surprise
but I still want more
I want you to show me more.
when I'm not around you
I want to know I'm in your thoughts
no other girls should be there
cuz there should only be one slot
when I smile or I gaze
want to put you in a daze

and you know I'm not into all that gushy and the mushy
but I like cute things
you know cute, like a puppy
Ask me about my day
and romance me just a little
not asking for too fansy
no need to over work it
but be a man for me
and show me that I'm worth it
I'm happy that I'm yours
I will give you my all
Even when you're down babe
I will catch you when you fall
and that goes out to all the loved people in my life
I don't care if you're wrong
I don't care if you're right
What's in your heart is where I find my delight
Be: kind, honest, lovely, polite
that's what your worth is
that's what you should try to get
work on having that
and not all the other bullshit