Bully Me, I'll See Ya

Sinking into you is not so bad

Until I realize you're all I've ever had
My thoughts of grandeur steal me away

Wondering if the sorrow I've collected is here to stay

Heavy holes weigh down my lungs

Making me question this person I've become

Anger moves through where beauty use to pass

It seeps within the permeation as I gasp

for air

I don't have the answers

wondering if I even have the questions

it's confusion

I don't have the patience

I'm ready to give in to the weakest parts of me

alienation

I sink it down

To raise it up

each day filling myself another cup

of disgust

So much to do

So much to change

more piles on from day to day

I am losing